Saturday, January 07, 2006

four days...tht was like the last time i blogged but almost 2 months....yar....thts like almost how long i was spiritually dry dry dry....den i cant believe i was so silly....when ur hungry u eat, when ur smelly u bathe, when ur thirsty u drink [LIKE DUH!] and went ur spiritually dry, u read the Word, u get the spirit poured all over u, Amen!

anyway, i realli realli like to thank John, as in like over the last months afters Os, i kept finding and losing my footing, its like i can say, going nowhere lor. den i was like realli in doubt and also kinda guilty. it was only when i spoke to John did it all start coming back, i mean like i stopped putting it on my msn nic cus ppl kept getting the wrong idea, they thought i was dating. LOL! but i realli discovered tht first love, the very first time u gave ur life to the Lord, didnt u feel like super duper on the top of the world. like u wanna do anything and everything for the kingdom of God. so John prayed with me once and then it all came back den after tht i prayed myself and as my mind got renewed and the presence just fell back on me, i just felt edified, renewed, refreshed and i just felt so silly and stupid tht i even ended up like tht as tears rolled down my face. well, i m back, u lost ppl, WATCH OUT!

it was a great day for me as like in the midst of my fallen stupour, i still felt God helped me so much in everything i did, today i was realli quite nervous la, and i hid it by being lame and talking crap to lighten myself, but it was only when i told God, 'i cant do it without u' and prayed, i realli found the peace and the focus to do it, sorry John if i annoyed u in the process of 'lightening myself up'.

after tht went JE, decided to meet Julie den we played pool! after tht walked around, i still cant find tht Velocity book tht Reuben recommended, if ur reading, no, dun want to borrow cus i noe i cant take care. anyway, we were like going to clementi to loiter, played with this AXS machine tht didnt have the city harvest tith and donations function, sheeesh! den went to Tiong Bahru, haha, we were toe wrestling in the mrt, yes yes, good job to those little buggers sticking out of my feet! Den went to Great World City, i was like feeling quite down cus i lost a part of my fone, so Julie followed me there and we ended up taking neoprints haha. went awefully wrong, guess the machine didnt like us, first picture, we had wind so it turned out ok... den second one was realli nice, DEN THE MACHINE RAN OUR OF PAPER. so had to retake, third one, first pic was not bad, second one ah .............

anyway, thanks u guys for cheering me up and helping find my footing and moving on! mostly, thank God!

|cowpoo| 11:34 PM|

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